bs writing

just writing to myself as usual. Depression is a bitch, never thought i would ever call the suicide hotline, but i did. That was probably the scariest thing i did in my life. Talking about my feelings and the thought of just ending it all racing through my head was not a good moment. Now i can tell you all i wont ever do it, , but it was true the thought did cross my mind. Also again one of my best friends is angry at me again. I dont blame him my personal demons is something i havent got past yet. Probably something ill live with for the rest of my life. I still one friend that sticks by me at least

first post in years

Damn i forgot i had a blog. Well time to update i guess. Hmm so whats new in the past 7 years since my last post? Got married and divorced. Gave up my screenwriting dream oh well and currently working in Walmart. Not anything exciting. Oh the Giants won the world series 3 times, sadly again in a rebuilding stage. Not much else to write so til next time.

baseball is back

Yes baseball is back life is good again. Even though it is only spring games the fact that being able to watch or listen to games is exciting. Regular season is just around the corner, and so far the giants look good.

Holloywood

So i have declare my major as film crazy right. Now growing up I have always wanted to work in Hollywood making movies. It is indeed a very risky move because my writing skills although have improve a bit, writing a 120 page script is a pretty scary thought. I believe I can make it, so pray for me.